Usually, I love attention. I do. In the past I have acted out for it, lied to get it and sometimes flat out asked for it. But the attention given to me after this tragedy is not something I am a fan of.
It's nice to know people care... and I love each one of them for it. I really do. But if we could all get it over with already, enough sad looks aimed in my direction when someone says a word that may remind me I lost my little girl, enough lingering hugs, enough "drop bys" to check on me. Enough. I am trying to move on, and it's really hard to do so when I keep being dragged back into my pain. :(
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